Wednesday,
August 27
Come to Stillness: Take a few minutes to allow your mind and heart to
be still before God.
Opening Prayer:
Dear Jesus,
During this day help me quiet all the
thoughts that fill my head—where I must go, whom I must see, and what I must
do. In their place, give me a sense of
your order, your peace, and your time.
Help me to understand that you are in
control, and I can trust you with my day.
Help me to realize that nothing on my to-do list is important if it is
not what you want me to do.
I give all my tasks to
you and trust you to bring order to them.
In these moments, dear Jesus, come to me, be with me, and free me from
the tyranny of “to do.” (Quiet Spaces by Patricia F. Wilson)
Scripture Reading for the Day: Luke 10:38-42
Reading for Reflection:
I don’t know why, but for
some reason I always find myself defending Martha whenever I read this
story. Maybe it is because I feel
sorry for the criticism she endures from various religious circles. Maybe
it is because I believe, or hope, she is simply misunderstood.
Probably it is because I am really trying to defend, and
feel okay about, my own Martha-like tendencies.
It is understandable, we live in a culture
that values and applauds performance, productivity, and busyness. We live in a world that is all about getting
things done. That is probably the reason
why something always seems to rise up in me whenever this discussion rears
its head. "Martha can't really help
it,” I tell myself, “that's just the way she's made, it's her
personality." Through the
years I have definitely adopted this line of thinking from time to time, but
after reading and rereading this story—as well as others about these two
sisters—I'm not so sure that's the case.
I wonder if Martha’s behavior was more of
a pattern, more a result of her paradigm than her personality. I wonder if Martha was really convinced of
what Jesus was saying. I wonder if she
really believed that what Mary was doing was better. Did she really believe that being with Jesus
was the one thing that mattered?
Or had she somehow convinced herself that the many things—how well she
kept house, her reputation as a hostess, what people thought of her, getting
things done, her own worries, fears and concerns—were somehow more
important?
I really do not know, but I do want to at
least ask the question. In fact, I need
to ask the question. I need to ask the
question not so much for Martha, but for myself. What do I believe is better? What do I believe is the one thing that
really matters? The reason this is
important is because I long to live a life of depth and quality. I want so much more in my life than simply
running around like a chicken with my head cut off, reacting to whoever and
whatever seems to be most urgent at the moment.
I want a life focused on what is important instead of what is merely
urgent. And I’ll bet you do too.
Mary understood this. Instead of being consumed with all the things
that had to get done, she was consumed with the one thing—Jesus. In the midst of all the chaos and the
busyness and the distractions, her deepest desire was simply to sit at his feet
and listen to what he said. That was
what convinced her of his great love and affection. That was what completely captured her
heart. That was the thing that was better
than anyone or anything else. When he
was around nothing else mattered, nothing else was important—only him. Listening to his voice is why her belief in
him ran so deep, she knew his heart and therefore knew how deeply she was
loved.
May it be the same for each of us. May we be like Mary. May we constantly find ourselves at his feet,
looking into his eyes, and listening to his soft and tender voice. (Becoming
by Jim Branch)
Reflection and Listening: silent and written
Prayer: for the church, for others, for myself
Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, help me to always choose the good
portion—you. Amen.