Scripture: Psalm 1:1-6
Journal: What typically describes your way of being, proactive or reactive? What does this psalm have to say about that? How can you be planted rather than blown around?
Reflection: Well, it happened again—I reacted. I let my fears and my anxieties and my insecurities get the best of me—and turn me into the worst possible version of myself—and I reacted. It seems like at some point I would learn. At some point I would stop living a reactive life and start living a more proactive one. The kind of life Psalm 1 encourages me to live. Oh, I do get it right from time to time, or from season to season, but I still get it wrong so often.
When will I ever learn that I cannot stop delighting in his law and meditating on it night and day or this will be the end result? I cannot grow tired or lazy or lax in my practice, or I will quickly turn into someone that I really do not like at all. I will suddenly be at the mercy of the winds and waves of circumstance and emotion and be blown like chaff once again. Maybe that’s why the psalm includes the words day and night as it talks about our meditation on the law, because the psalmist knows the relentlessly ongoing nature of this battle—the battle between being proactive and being reactive.
And it is never very hard to see who is winning this battle at any given moment, all you have to do is look at the fruit. If the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control, then all I have to do is see if those things are present in my life to know whether I am living a proactive life of being planted by streams, or a reactive life of being blown like chaff.
Luckily, there is repentance. Luckily, each and every minute of every day we have the opportunity to choose to return to God, to plant ourselves by the stream of Living Water. Even after we have, once again, forgotten to do that and allowed emotion or busyness or insecurity or circumstances to blow us away. That is the beauty of repentance. Blessed is the man who practices it regularly.
Closing Prayer: Turn us away, O God, from our self-centered patterns, agendas, and plans. Turn us away from our pride and arrogance and control. Turn us away from all of the attitudes and behaviors that ultimately lead to sin and death. And turn us back towards you once again, our good and holy God; that we might be conformed to the image of your Son more and more each day. Amen. —Room to Flourish by Jim Branch