blocking and walling

Opening Prayer: Thank you, O God, that your heart for me is so deep and so full of love that you cannot allow me to settle for less than the life and the love you created me for.  You would rather block my path of wall me in than allow me to run off in search of other lovers.  All so that you could lead me into the desert and speak tenderly to me.  Thank you that you love me that much.  Amen.

Scripture: Hosea 2:2-15

Journal: Where is God blocking your path or walling you in these days?  What do you think his purpose is?  How is he trying to allure you?  What tender things do you think he wants to saw to you in the desert?

Reflection: “Therefore I will block her path with thornbushes; I will wall her in so that she cannot find her way.  She will chase after other lovers but will not catch them; she will look for them but not find them.” (Hosea 2:6-7)

     What are we to think about a God who would block our path or wall us in?  Unless, of course, that blocking or walling was ultimately for our good.  Otherwise, it would just seem cruel and heartless and spiteful.  

     But we know better than that, for we know your heart.  We know that you made us out of love, for love—to love and to be loved beyond measure.  Therefore, any blocking or walling has to be for our greater good.  It has to be your way of alluring us.  What if the whole reason you led us into the desert in the first place was so that you could speak tenderly to us?  What if this blocking and walling was all part of this alluring?  That would change everything.  That would show us that you love us too much to allow us chase after lovers that cannot possibly satisfy the deepest longings of our heart.

     If that, O God, is why you block and wall, then, by all means, block and wall away!

Prayer

Closing Prayer: Thank you, O God, that you love us too much to just let us go.  Block our path, wall us in, lead us into the desert, do whatever it takes to lead us back to you.  Amen.