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Saturday, July 20, 2024

attunement

Opening Prayer: My heart is not puffed up, O Lord; my eyes are not raised too high.  I am not consumed with great matters, or things too wonderful for me.  But I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me.  O Israel, put your hope in the Lord both now and forevermore.” (Psalm 131:1-3)

Scripture: Psalm 131:1-3

Journal: What is the state of your heart?  What are your eyes consumed with?  What is your soul full of?  What is your hope in?  How is this psalm speaking to each of these?

Reflection:


     O God
     may my heart
     be your heart
     may my eyes
     be your eyes
     may my soul
     be one with you
     may my hope
     be in you alone
     may it always be
     all of you and
     none of me

Pray

Closing Prayer: All of you, O Lord, and none of me.

Saturday, July 13, 2024

overflowing with hope

Opening Prayer: O, God of hope, may my life and my spirit be filled to overflowing with all the joy and the peace and the love and the hope that life with you has to offer.  May I never be tempted to put my hope in the things of this world—my own strengths, abilities, or circumstances—but to put my hope ever and always only in you.

Scripture: Romans 15:13

Journal: What does a life overflowing with hope look like?  What is your current level of hope?  Is it producing joy and peace?  Why, or why not? 

Reflection: It’s impossible to separate the presence of true and lasting hope in our lives—and, thus, joy and peace—from the concept and reality of resurrection.  Hope that is not eternal is no hope at all; it is just wishful thinking.  Hope involves something much more substantial.  Hope involves a surety and a joyful expectation of the good that is to come. 

Maybe that’s why hope is not something we typically think about very often.  Our minds are too occupied with temporary things to dwell on eternal ones.  We love to think about our hearts overflowing with life or love or joy, things that are more tangible, but what about overflowing with hope?  What does that even look like? 

Overflowing with hope means that our lives are not determined by our current circumstances, but by a loving and good God who is always working for our eternal benefit and always bringing life out of the jaws of death.  In God’s economy, life always wins—resurrection always follows crucifixion.  A life overflowing with hope sees that; it is able to see beyond the immediate to the everlasting.

Pray

Closing Prayer: “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”

Friday, July 5, 2024

disappear into him

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you that by your unfailing love and abundant grace you invite us into the life and intimacy of the Trinity—a divine union that is beyond our wildest dreams.  Give us the courage and the strength and the grace to take you up on your invitation.

Scripture: John 17:20-23

Journal: What do you imagine union with God to look like?  What does it mean to take him up on this invitation to oneness?  How do we enter into the life and love of the Trinity?

Reflection:


       disappear

disappear into Me
and you will finally find
the intimacy and the union
you so deeply long for

Pray

Closing Prayer: “That they may be one, just as you, Father are in me, and I am in you, that they may also be in us.”  Yes, please!

Thursday, July 4, 2024

basking in his grace

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you for your unfailing mercy and your abundant grace.  Help us to bask in the beauty and wonderful of your deep, deep love for us.

Scripture: Ephesians 1:7-10

Journal: How is God lavishing his grace upon you?  What does it look like to bask in that grace?  Will you?

Reflection:

            bask

we can beg for mercy
but we must bask in grace
it cannot be earned
it cannot be achieved
it can only be received

grace is lavished upon us
all that’s required is openness
willingness to bathe ourselves
in his goodness and his love

Pray

Closing Prayer: Thank you, Lord Jesus, that your grace cannot be earned or achieved, but can only be received.  Help us to open our hands and our hearts to you today that we might bathe ourselves in your goodness and love.

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

christmas in july

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you that you came quietly and humbly into the world you had made, and it is still how you are likely to be born anew in each of us.  Help us to be open, humble, and attentive as we await the new birth that you are inviting us into. 

Scripture: Luke 2:4-7

Journal: What is this passage inviting you to?  How does Christ want to be born in you these days?  How is he being born in you? 


Reflection: Okay, so I know it’s not July yet, but close enough.  I also know that the whole idea of new birth is gaining a ton of life in me these days.  Mostly because I feel like it’s what God is inviting me to―a quality and depth of life that I have not yet known.  In fact, it’s what he’s inviting all of us to.  It’s the way that he’s doing it that’s surprising, although it should not be.  The way to this new life is through my weakness, frailty, and vulnerability.  It’s coming through embracing my humanity.  It’s coming, as Sue Monk Kidd so beautifully writes, through the dung and the straw:

     “In the passage of emergence, as birthing begins, the soul becomes a nativity.  The whole Bethlehem pageant starts up inside us.  An unprecedented new star shines in our darkness―a new illumination and awareness.  God sends Wisdom to visit us, bearing gifts.  The shepherding qualities inside us are summoned to help tend what’s being born.  The angels sing and a whole new music begins to float in the spheres.  Some new living, breathing dimension of the life of Christ emerges with a tiny cry that says, I am.
     One of the best parts of the whole drama is that it happens in the dung and straw of our life, just as it happened in the dung and straw of Bethlehem. Birthing Christ is an experience of humility. Emerging to newness after the rigors of the cocoon isn’t a spiritual ‘promotion.’ There’s no presentation of a twenty-four-carat halo and a fancy new Christian persona without scuffs. If we’re consumed with holy pride, convinced that we’re spiritually ‘right’ and on a higher plane than others, we haven’t birthed a wider experience of the inner Christ but a new creation of the ego.
     The Christ life doesn’t divorce us from our humanity: it causes us to embrace it. It makes us more human. It humbles us. Genuine transformation always connects us to our essential nature, both sacred and profane. When we go through its passages, we plumb the depths of our humanity. We become intimate with what lies inside—the wild and untamed, the orphaned and abused, the soiled and unredeemed. We hold our falseness in our hands and trace our fingers over the masks we wear, like a blind person feeling the unseen faces of those she wants to know. We stare into the sockets of our pain and glimpse the naked truth of who we are.
     All this we bring with us into the new life. It ushers us into a new humility. Oh, yes, no doubt about it. We birth Christ, on a pile of ordinary straw.” (from When the Heart Waits by Sue Monk Kidd)

Christ wants to be born anew in us, but that new birth is most likely to come in our places of greatest weakness and vulnerability. In the dung and in the straw of our own humanity.  In our flaws and in our frailty, that's where his transforming power shows up best.

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, in this world we are most likely to find you in the dung and the straw.  Help us not to be afraid to look for you there.

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

becoming bartimaeus

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

Scripture: Mark 10:46-52

Journal: Put on your beggar’s clothes today and slip into the life of Bartimaeus.  What does he have to teach you?  What does he want you to know?  What is Jesus saying to you today through him? 

Reflection:


there is a beggar
inside each of us
dying to get out
longing to be set free
from the illusion of
strength and adequacy

a lowly pauper
waiting to be seen
and acknowledged
yearning to live out of
authentic dependence
neediness and weakness
instead of trying to
fool the world via
autonomy and control

but in order to make the leap
from falsehood to truth
we must be willing to
put on our beggar’s clothes
and allow the deepest cry
of our hearts to be
Lord, have mercy on me

only then do we have
any real hope of finding
genuine transformation

Pray

Closing Prayer: Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!

Monday, May 13, 2024

wait for the Lord

Opening Prayer: “For God alone my soul waits in silence.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress; I will not be shaken.”  (Psalm 62:1-2)

Scripture: Psalm 62:1-12

Journal: How does God have you waiting for the Lord these days?  What does that look like?  Are you putting your hope in him?

Reflection: What does it mean to wait for the Lord?  What does it really look like?  And why do we have such a hard time doing it?

As a culture, we’re really not into waiting—for anything.  And when we do it’s usually only because we have no other choice.  And if we’re honest, even when we do try to wait for the Lord, we’re really not waiting for him but for a favorable outcome or a change in circumstance.  Most of the time, our version of waiting for the Lord is just trying to use him to get what we want.  He is not the end, but merely a means to our preferred end.  And anytime we approach God not as the end, but as a means to an end, we’re not really approaching him at all.  We’re only trying to get our way or further our agenda.  And that’s not what waiting for the Lord is at all. 

Waiting for the Lord is just that—waiting for the Lord. Waiting for the Lord is laying aside our plans and schemes and agendas.  It is letting go of autonomy and control.  It is surrendering our wants and needs.  Waiting for the Lord is a refusal to try and manage, maneuver, or manipulate outcomes.  It is standing before God totally empty and fully open, willing to do whatever he asks and to go wherever he leads.  Waiting for the Lord is the determination not to charge ahead until we receive a word from him.

Waiting for the Lord is not just something we do until the Lord shows up.  Waiting for the Lord is God showing up.  It is through waiting for him that we are changed.  We are not waiting for transformation; it is in the waiting that God is transforming us.  We cannot do it ourselves.

Thus, waiting for the Lord involves a total dependence upon God.  It involves the realization that we cannot do things on our own.  For whenever we try to do it on our own, we cease to wait for the Lord.  That’s why the psalm says: “For God alone my soul waits in silence.”

Pray

Closing Prayer: “For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence; my hope comes from him.” (Psalm 62:5)