Scripture: Romans 13:11-14
Journal: What are you absorbed in these days?
How is it causing you to miss what God is doing? How are you asleep spiritually? What would it take to wake up? Will you?
Reflection:
But make sure that you don’t get so absorbed and exhausted in taking care
of all your day-by-day obligations that you lose track of the time and doze
off, oblivious to God. The night is about over, dawn is about to break. Be up
and awake to what God is doing! God is putting the finishing touches on the
salvation work he began when we first believed. We can’t afford to waste a
minute, must not squander these precious daylight hours in frivolity and
indulgence, in sleeping around and dissipation, in bickering and grabbing
everything in sight. Get out of bed and get dressed! Don’t loiter and linger,
waiting until the very last minute. Dress yourselves in Christ, and be up and
about! ~Romans 13:11-14, The Message
Absorbed. Ouch! Hits me right between the eyes. If I am honest, I have to admit that not a day goes by when it doesn't happen to me. At some point each day (or multiple points each day) I get so caught up in what's either in front of me, or ahead of me, that I lose touch entirely with God's presence within me, and what he is doing around me. I don't know that I would have called it dozing off, because it appears so active. But that's exactly what it is. It is getting so consumed with myself, and my agenda, that I fall asleep on God. I get distracted and sidetracked by the things on my list and fail to even ask what might be on his. I think that's probably the definition of absorbed.
So how do I combat this tendency? How do I wake up to God and fall asleep to myself? How can I be up and awake to what God is doing? I think the answer is easy; and really hard. I pay attention. I begin my day with God and I set alarms within my day that will bring my heart and my soul and my mind back to God in case I fall asleep. I set something on my phone or I stick something in my car to remind me of his love and his presence. I plant a word or a phrase or a psalm in my heart and let it take root there for the day. I remember it every time it comes to mind, and recite it to myself. I say the words of the ancient prayer and listen for the prayer of God that rises in my heart. I set concrete times within the day where I will stop and return to him, just as the saints and poets and pilgrims have been doing for centuries. I frame my day with the prayer; the prayers the Church has been praying since the beginning of time. For this is not a new problem.
And if I do all of that then maybe, just maybe, when I lay my head on my pillow at night, I will be able to smile. I will think back and be grateful for an awareness of God's presence and his work that has helped me to align myself more and more with his will rather than just my own.
Prayer
Closing
Prayer: Most Holy God, wake me up from my soul’s deep
slumber and bring my life under your complete control. By your grace, awaken me daily to the reality
of your presence within and around me.
And, by the power of your Spirit, make me responsive to your will and
your direction. Amen.
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