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Tuesday, November 19, 2024

deeper healing

Opening Prayer: Thank you, Lord Jesus, that you aren’t just concerned with the wounds of our bodies, but also the wounds of our souls.  Your deepest desire is that we be whole again, both inside and out.  Thanks that you always aim at the deepest healing possible.

Scripture: Mark 5:24-34

Journal: What is the deeper healing that God wants to do in you?

Reflection: “Daughter, your faith has healed you.  Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.”

When Jesus heals, he always heals on the deepest level.  He doesn’t just want to heal the outside; he wants to heal the inside.  He doesn’t just want to stop the bleeding of our body but wants also to stop the bleeding of our soul.  That’s why he kept looking around for the one who touched him; he hadn’t finished healing her yet.  Oh sure, her bleeding had stopped, but she was still far from whole.  That would also require a work in her soul.  He still needed her to know who she really was and how deeply she was loved, so he called her daughter.  “You are no longer unclean, that is not who you are.  You are now my daughter; my dearly loved little girl.  Go from this place and live your life from that beautiful reality.” 

Pray

Closing Prayer: Heal me, Lord Jesus, at the deepest levels, so that I can be whole and free.

 

Friday, November 8, 2024

advent 2024



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Tuesday, October 22, 2024

his song of love

Opening Prayer: “Cheer up, Zion!  Don’t be afraid!  For the Lord your God is living among you.  He is a mighty savior.  He will take delight in you with gladness.  With his love, he will calm all your fears.  He will rejoice over you with joyful songs.” (Zephaniah 3:16-17)

Scripture: Zephaniah 3:14-17

Journal: What song are you listening to today?  Can you hear the song the Lord is singing over you?  Why, or why not?  What does his song do in you?

Reflection: “The Lord your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.” (Zephaniah 3:17)

What song do you listen to each day?  Do you listen to the song of those around you who demand that you become like them?  Do you listen to the song of the voices within you who continually tell you that you are not enough?  Or do you listen to the song of the One who made you and wants you to know the depths of his delight and affection?  Because the song you listen to the most is the song that your life will sing to others.

Pray

Closing Prayer: “Is that a joyous choir I hear?  No, it is the Lord himself exulting over you in happy song.” (Zephaniah 3:17, TLB) Listen to the song of delight and affection he is singing over you today.

Monday, October 14, 2024

plans

Opening Prayer: O Lord, help me to be about your plans, not my own.  For your plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.  Your plans are the ones that give me a hope and a future.

Scripture: Jeremiah 29:11-14

Journal: Who is making your plans these days?  What are they?  What would it look like to submit to God’s plans for you?  Do you really believe they are to prosper you and not to harm you? 

Reflection: If you want to walk with God, you had best check your plans at the door.  Life with him is as beautiful as it is demanding.  It is an amazing dance, an awesome adventure, and a challenging journey.  It is a journey in which we are not in control, he is.  We do not charge ahead with our agenda and invite him to come along.  We follow his lead, he doesn’t follow ours.   

Our job is to stay attentive to his voice, in tune with his will, and aligned with his purposes.  Life with him is about his plans, not our own.  Fortunately, his plans are to prosper us, not to harm us.  His plans give us a hope and a future.  His plans, although they might demand a lot of us, are always for our good, our benefit, and our growth.  We just have to trust in him.

Pray

Closing Prayer: Help me, O Lord, to let go of my plans, so that I might embrace yours.

Thursday, October 10, 2024

frustration

Opening Prayer: O Lord, help me to pay careful attention to my own frustrations, because they might just be there to teach me that my plans are not your plans, and my goals are not your goals.  Help, O Lord, to align my desires with your desires, so that I can do your will, and not my own, all the days of my life.

Scripture: Psalm 33:10-11

Journal: What is your level of frustration these days?  What is causing it?  What is God trying to teach you as a result?  How might your frustration level be connected to having different goals

Reflection: A wise saint once told me that frustration is always a result of blocked goals.  So, whenever we are frustrated, we need to determine what goal is being blocked, and decern whether or not that goal is legitimate.

That’s where prayer and reflection and alignment come in, because quite often the goals God has for us are very different from the goals we have for ourselves.  And when that is the case, he tends to frustrate or thwart our efforts because his plans for us are both best and eternal.

My desires, for example, might be for a life of comfort and ease, when he desires so much more for me than that.  He desires my growth.  He desires that I become humble and godly and loving, and those things never come easy.  In as loving a way as possible, God blocks and thwarts and frustrates in order to make us more into the people he dreamt us to be.

Pray

Closing Prayer: Thank you, O Lord, that you love me enough to thwart and frustrate me when I am settling for less than you desire for me.  Align my mind with your mind, and my heart with your heart, so that I can become more and more like you each day.

Sunday, October 6, 2024

shepherd and sheep

Opening Prayer: God, my shepherd!  I don’t need a thing. (Psalm 23:1, MSG)

Scripture: Psalm 23:1-6

Journal: How are you experiencing the Lord as your shepherd these days?  What does it mean that you are his sheep? What is God saying to you today?

Reflection: The Lord is my shepherd; I am his sheep.  He will take full and complete care of me; I do not need to worry.  In a barren land, he finds me green pastures and makes me lie down.  In a dry and arid place, he leads me to still waters where I can drink and be refreshed and renewed.  He guides me in the good way, so I don’t get lost or confused, all for his name’s sake. 

Even when the stench of death surrounds me and darkness overwhelms me, I will not fear for he is right in the middle of it with me, protecting me and directing me with his staff and his rod.  His love and his power bring me so much peace and comfort. 

He sets a table for the two of us to share an elaborate and intimate meal together.  He pours fragrant and healing oil on my head to show me that I am loved and valued.  My heart, just like my cup at his table, is always filled to overflowing with abundance and delight.  He pursues me unceasingly with his goodness and his unfailing love, so that I may live in his house, with him, forever.

Pray

Closing Prayer: The Lord is my shepherd; I have all I need. (Psalm 23:1, NLT)

Saturday, August 24, 2024

sanctification

Opening Prayer: O Lord, take away everything from my life that keeps me from being yours and yours alone.  You desire all of me, not just certain parts.  Sanctify me through and through by the power and work of your Holy Spirit, that I may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ.

Scripture: 1 Thessalonians 5:23-24

Journal: What does the word “sanctification” mean to you?  How is that process going?  What in your life is still keeping you from be fully God’s?  Will you give that to him?

Reflection:


a stripping away
a peeling back of the layers
of strength and adequacy 
of self-importance 
and self-sufficiency 
until nothing is left

i stand naked
and alone
before you
and you say

finally
I see you
the real you
and it’s the most
beautiful thing
I’ve ever seen

Pray

Closing Prayer: Thank you, Lord Jesus, that once you begin a work, you are faithful to complete it.  Complete your work in and through me, so that I can clearly reflect you in all I do, think, and say.  All for your glory, not my own.

 


Thursday, August 22, 2024

why are you so afraid?

Opening Prayer: “Dear Lord, show me your kindness and your gentleness, you who are meek and humble of heart. So often I say to myself, 'The Lord loves me,' but very often this truth does not enter into the center of my heart. The fact that I get so easily upset because of a disappointment, so easily angered because of a slight criticism, and so easily depressed because of a slight rejection, shows that your love does not yet fill me. Why, otherwise, would I be so easily thrown off balance? What can people do to me, when I really know that you love me, care for me, protect me, defend me, guide me and support me? What does a small—or even a great—failure mean, when I know that you are with me in all my sorrows and turmoil? Yet time and again I have to confess that I have not let your love descend fully from my mind into my heart, and that I have not let my knowing grow into a real, full knowledge that pervades all of my being.” ―A Cry for Mercy by Henri Nouwen

Scripture: Matthew 8:23-27

Journal: Why are you so afraid?  Where and how does fear have a hold on your life?  How will you be led by love rather than fear?

Reflection: “O you of little faith, why are you so afraid?  Why do you allow fear to dominate and control your life?  Do you not trust me?  Do you not know how deeply I love you and how diligently I care for you?  Do you not believe that I and good and work for good things for your life?

Stop letting your insecurity and anxiety determine how you live.  Stop allowing your needy heart to control your life.  Stop from making earning, proving, and performing your default way of being.  Stop worrying so much about what others think of you and how people see you.  Stop competing and comparing.  Stop allowing your life to be controlled by your circumstances.  In other words, stop living out of fear!

Instead, live out of love.  My love.  Be so convinced of my deep love and affection for you that you are free to love others as a result.  Free to love them as I love them.  Free to love them as I love you.  O you of little faith, why are you so afraid?"

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, help my life to be lived out of love rather than out of fear.  Only you can give me the strength and the grace and the courage to do that.  Have mercy on me.

Monday, July 29, 2024

doors

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, sometimes the doors you open before us are daunting and scary and challenging. We’re not quite sure if we have what it takes to walk through them.  We’re not quite sure what they will mean or what they will require, so we shrink back from accepting your invitation.  But life with you, Lord Jesus, is always and incredible adventure, so give us the courage and the grace and the strength to always take you up on your invitation to deeper life, greater growth, and more passionate love.

Scripture: Revelation 3:8

Journal: What door has God opened before you?  What is God inviting you to?  Will you go in?  What does that look like?

Reflection:


          doors

there are doors
that open in our lives
and if we have the courage
to step through them
we will be met by Jesus
on the other side

he will lead us deeper
into his great heart of love
and what looked like a crisis
becomes a conversion
an invitation into
intimacy and affection
beyond our wildest dreams

every crisis offers a conversion
if we are willing to embrace it
and meet Jesus in the midst of it

Pray

Closing Prayer: Help us, O Lord, to step through the door you have placed before us, whatever it may be and wherever it may lead.  Knowing that life with you is life in abundance.

Sunday, July 28, 2024

soar

Opening Prayer: Thank you, O Lord, that you desire us to soar.  Forgive us when we refuse your invitation because we are afraid to leave the comfort and security of the nest.

Scripture: Isaiah 40:27-31

Journal: How is God inviting you to soar?  What does soaring look like?  What does it take to get there?  What will it require you to leave behind?

Reflection:

                soar


come to the edge of the nest
hear the invitation of God
receive his gentle push
leave the safety and security
of what you have known
and take the leap into
the vast unknown
soar into the heavens
on the winds of his breath
take flight and become
all you were created to be

Pray

Closing Prayer: O Lord, do not let insecurity and fear keep me from taking you up on your invitation to fly.  New life always requires a leap of faith.  Give me the courage and the strength and the grace to take that leap, whatever it may look like.

                                                               

Saturday, July 27, 2024

nothing

Opening Prayer: I will presume to speak to you, My Lord, though I am mere dust and ashes.  If I imagined myself to be anything more, you would confront me with my sins, which bear witness against me.  But if I humble myself and acknowledge my nothingness, if I cast away all self-esteem and reduce myself to dust, then your grace will come to me, and your light will enter my heart.  So let the last trace of pride be swallowed up in the depths of my own nothingness and perish forever.  Let me see myself for what I am and what I have been, as mere nothingness.  Now, Lord, look upon me.  Your gaze can turn my nothingness into newness, my darkness into light, my misery into joy, my death into life.  When I become nothing, I discover both myself and you.  When I admit I deserve only punishment, you shower me with blessings.  You are my salvation, my power, my strength.  Amen. ~Thomas à Kempis

Scripture: John 15:5

Journal: When Jesus says, “Abide in me,” what does that mean to you?  How well are you doing it?  What most hinders that?

Reflection:

nothing


Lord
i am nothing
apart from you
i can do nothing
except by your
grace and mercy
and i long to be
filled with nothing
but your unfailing love
be everything
in my nothingness

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord, give me eyes to see like you see, ears to hear what you hear, and a heart to respond like you respond.  Abiding in you means that I am wholly led by your life and your love and your Spirit, at all times and in all ways.  I am nothing but a hot mess apart from you.

Saturday, July 20, 2024

attunement

Opening Prayer: My heart is not puffed up, O Lord; my eyes are not raised too high.  I am not consumed with great matters, or things too wonderful for me.  But I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me.  O Israel, put your hope in the Lord both now and forevermore.” (Psalm 131:1-3)

Scripture: Psalm 131:1-3

Journal: What is the state of your heart?  What are your eyes consumed with?  What is your soul full of?  What is your hope in?  How is this psalm speaking to each of these?

Reflection:


     O God
     may my heart
     be your heart
     may my eyes
     be your eyes
     may my soul
     be one with you
     may my hope
     be in you alone
     may it always be
     all of you and
     none of me

Pray

Closing Prayer: All of you, O Lord, and none of me.

Saturday, July 13, 2024

overflowing with hope

Opening Prayer: O, God of hope, may my life and my spirit be filled to overflowing with all the joy and the peace and the love and the hope that life with you has to offer.  May I never be tempted to put my hope in the things of this world—my own strengths, abilities, or circumstances—but to put my hope ever and always only in you.

Scripture: Romans 15:13

Journal: What does a life overflowing with hope look like?  What is your current level of hope?  Is it producing joy and peace?  Why, or why not? 

Reflection: It’s impossible to separate the presence of true and lasting hope in our lives—and, thus, joy and peace—from the concept and reality of resurrection.  Hope that is not eternal is no hope at all; it is just wishful thinking.  Hope involves something much more substantial.  Hope involves a surety and a joyful expectation of the good that is to come. 

Maybe that’s why hope is not something we typically think about very often.  Our minds are too occupied with temporary things to dwell on eternal ones.  We love to think about our hearts overflowing with life or love or joy, things that are more tangible, but what about overflowing with hope?  What does that even look like? 

Overflowing with hope means that our lives are not determined by our current circumstances, but by a loving and good God who is always working for our eternal benefit and always bringing life out of the jaws of death.  In God’s economy, life always wins—resurrection always follows crucifixion.  A life overflowing with hope sees that; it is able to see beyond the immediate to the everlasting.

Pray

Closing Prayer: “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”

Friday, July 5, 2024

disappear into him

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you that by your unfailing love and abundant grace you invite us into the life and intimacy of the Trinity—a divine union that is beyond our wildest dreams.  Give us the courage and the strength and the grace to take you up on your invitation.

Scripture: John 17:20-23

Journal: What do you imagine union with God to look like?  What does it mean to take him up on this invitation to oneness?  How do we enter into the life and love of the Trinity?

Reflection:


       disappear

disappear into Me
and you will finally find
the intimacy and the union
you so deeply long for

Pray

Closing Prayer: “That they may be one, just as you, Father are in me, and I am in you, that they may also be in us.”  Yes, please!

Thursday, July 4, 2024

basking in his grace

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you for your unfailing mercy and your abundant grace.  Help us to bask in the beauty and wonderful of your deep, deep love for us.

Scripture: Ephesians 1:7-10

Journal: How is God lavishing his grace upon you?  What does it look like to bask in that grace?  Will you?

Reflection:

            bask

we can beg for mercy
but we must bask in grace
it cannot be earned
it cannot be achieved
it can only be received

grace is lavished upon us
all that’s required is openness
willingness to bathe ourselves
in his goodness and his love

Pray

Closing Prayer: Thank you, Lord Jesus, that your grace cannot be earned or achieved, but can only be received.  Help us to open our hands and our hearts to you today that we might bathe ourselves in your goodness and love.

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

christmas in july

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you that you came quietly and humbly into the world you had made, and it is still how you are likely to be born anew in each of us.  Help us to be open, humble, and attentive as we await the new birth that you are inviting us into. 

Scripture: Luke 2:4-7

Journal: What is this passage inviting you to?  How does Christ want to be born in you these days?  How is he being born in you? 


Reflection: Okay, so I know it’s not July yet, but close enough.  I also know that the whole idea of new birth is gaining a ton of life in me these days.  Mostly because I feel like it’s what God is inviting me to―a quality and depth of life that I have not yet known.  In fact, it’s what he’s inviting all of us to.  It’s the way that he’s doing it that’s surprising, although it should not be.  The way to this new life is through my weakness, frailty, and vulnerability.  It’s coming through embracing my humanity.  It’s coming, as Sue Monk Kidd so beautifully writes, through the dung and the straw:

     “In the passage of emergence, as birthing begins, the soul becomes a nativity.  The whole Bethlehem pageant starts up inside us.  An unprecedented new star shines in our darkness―a new illumination and awareness.  God sends Wisdom to visit us, bearing gifts.  The shepherding qualities inside us are summoned to help tend what’s being born.  The angels sing and a whole new music begins to float in the spheres.  Some new living, breathing dimension of the life of Christ emerges with a tiny cry that says, I am.
     One of the best parts of the whole drama is that it happens in the dung and straw of our life, just as it happened in the dung and straw of Bethlehem. Birthing Christ is an experience of humility. Emerging to newness after the rigors of the cocoon isn’t a spiritual ‘promotion.’ There’s no presentation of a twenty-four-carat halo and a fancy new Christian persona without scuffs. If we’re consumed with holy pride, convinced that we’re spiritually ‘right’ and on a higher plane than others, we haven’t birthed a wider experience of the inner Christ but a new creation of the ego.
     The Christ life doesn’t divorce us from our humanity: it causes us to embrace it. It makes us more human. It humbles us. Genuine transformation always connects us to our essential nature, both sacred and profane. When we go through its passages, we plumb the depths of our humanity. We become intimate with what lies inside—the wild and untamed, the orphaned and abused, the soiled and unredeemed. We hold our falseness in our hands and trace our fingers over the masks we wear, like a blind person feeling the unseen faces of those she wants to know. We stare into the sockets of our pain and glimpse the naked truth of who we are.
     All this we bring with us into the new life. It ushers us into a new humility. Oh, yes, no doubt about it. We birth Christ, on a pile of ordinary straw.” (from When the Heart Waits by Sue Monk Kidd)

Christ wants to be born anew in us, but that new birth is most likely to come in our places of greatest weakness and vulnerability. In the dung and in the straw of our own humanity.  In our flaws and in our frailty, that's where his transforming power shows up best.

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, in this world we are most likely to find you in the dung and the straw.  Help us not to be afraid to look for you there.

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

becoming bartimaeus

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

Scripture: Mark 10:46-52

Journal: Put on your beggar’s clothes today and slip into the life of Bartimaeus.  What does he have to teach you?  What does he want you to know?  What is Jesus saying to you today through him? 

Reflection:


there is a beggar
inside each of us
dying to get out
longing to be set free
from the illusion of
strength and adequacy

a lowly pauper
waiting to be seen
and acknowledged
yearning to live out of
authentic dependence
neediness and weakness
instead of trying to
fool the world via
autonomy and control

but in order to make the leap
from falsehood to truth
we must be willing to
put on our beggar’s clothes
and allow the deepest cry
of our hearts to be
Lord, have mercy on me

only then do we have
any real hope of finding
genuine transformation

Pray

Closing Prayer: Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!

Monday, May 13, 2024

wait for the Lord

Opening Prayer: “For God alone my soul waits in silence.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress; I will not be shaken.”  (Psalm 62:1-2)

Scripture: Psalm 62:1-12

Journal: How does God have you waiting for the Lord these days?  What does that look like?  Are you putting your hope in him?

Reflection: What does it mean to wait for the Lord?  What does it really look like?  And why do we have such a hard time doing it?

As a culture, we’re really not into waiting—for anything.  And when we do it’s usually only because we have no other choice.  And if we’re honest, even when we do try to wait for the Lord, we’re really not waiting for him but for a favorable outcome or a change in circumstance.  Most of the time, our version of waiting for the Lord is just trying to use him to get what we want.  He is not the end, but merely a means to our preferred end.  And anytime we approach God not as the end, but as a means to an end, we’re not really approaching him at all.  We’re only trying to get our way or further our agenda.  And that’s not what waiting for the Lord is at all. 

Waiting for the Lord is just that—waiting for the Lord. Waiting for the Lord is laying aside our plans and schemes and agendas.  It is letting go of autonomy and control.  It is surrendering our wants and needs.  Waiting for the Lord is a refusal to try and manage, maneuver, or manipulate outcomes.  It is standing before God totally empty and fully open, willing to do whatever he asks and to go wherever he leads.  Waiting for the Lord is the determination not to charge ahead until we receive a word from him.

Waiting for the Lord is not just something we do until the Lord shows up.  Waiting for the Lord is God showing up.  It is through waiting for him that we are changed.  We are not waiting for transformation; it is in the waiting that God is transforming us.  We cannot do it ourselves.

Thus, waiting for the Lord involves a total dependence upon God.  It involves the realization that we cannot do things on our own.  For whenever we try to do it on our own, we cease to wait for the Lord.  That’s why the psalm says: “For God alone my soul waits in silence.”

Pray

Closing Prayer: “For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence; my hope comes from him.” (Psalm 62:5)

Friday, April 19, 2024

wait

Opening Prayer: “Wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope.  My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning.” (Psalm 130:5-6)

Scripture: Psalm 130:5-6

Journal: How does God have you waiting for the Lord these days?  What does that look like?  Are you putting your hope in him?

Reflection: Eventually God leads each of us to the place where all we can do is wait for him.  It is as maddening as it is challenging, but the truth is that we can either embrace it and enter into it or we can drive ourselves crazy trying to avoid or escape it.  Which will we choose?

Pray

Closing Prayer: “O Israel, put your hope in the Lord, for with the Lord is unfailing love, and with him is full redemption.” (Psalm 130:7)

Monday, April 15, 2024

an old clay jar

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, I am a mess.  Fortunately, you do some of your best work in the lives of messy people.  Do that in and through me.

Scripture: 2 Corinthians 4:7-10

Journal: In what ways are you a mess these days?  How might God use that to reveal his love and his power?  How in touch are you with the treasure you contain?  How can you become more aware of its beauty and its value?

Reflection: I am a mess!  I always have been and will be until the day I die.  But I’m okay with that because this old clay jar contains a treasure.  And I can’t embrace the treasure if I can’t embrace its container.  The jar is somehow an essential part of the equation.  

If I never carry around in my body the death of Jesus, how can the life of Jesus ever be fully revealed in my body?  I can never fully appreciate the risen-ness of Jesus if I try to escape, or discard, my brokenness and need for Jesus.  I must somehow learn to embrace this old clay jar before I can fully appreciate, and reveal, the love and power of the Risen Jesus to a world that’s in as desperate need of him as I am.      

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, help me never to hide my messiness or brokenness, because it only gives you the chance to reveal your love and your resurrection power.

Monday, April 1, 2024

alive 2024

Opening Prayer: Thank you, Lord Jesus, that the resurrection is not just a future hope, but a current reality.  Help us to let go of what is dead and dying, so that we can be alive to the risen life you invite us into.

Scripture: Colossians 3:1-4

Journal: Do you see the resurrection as more of a future hope of a current reality?  What does living the risen life with Jesus look like for you right now?  What will you need to let go of?

Reflection: Since, then, you have raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God.  Set your hearts on things above, not on earthly things. (Colossians 3:1-2)

Notice that Paul says, “Since you have been raised with Christ,” and not, “Since you will be raised with Christ.”  That means resurrection life is a current reality, not just a future hope.  Because of the resurrection of Jesus, he now invites us to experience resurrection life with him.  We do this by setting our hearts and minds on things above, rather than on earthly things.  We do this by focusing on what is alive within and around us, rather than what is dead and dying.  We do this by recognizing the Risen Jesus whenever and wherever he appears to us, rather than allowing mood, whim, and circumstance to keep us from being able to see him and embrace him in his risen form.  He is the only one who is able to usher us into the life of risen-ness he invites us to.  The only question is, will we take him up on it?

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, help me to live in risen-ness with you today.

Saturday, March 30, 2024

holy saturday 2024

Opening Prayer: O God, this day—Holy Saturday—is a day of waiting and resting.  It goes against everything within us, given all that has taken place over the last twenty-four hours, but it is what you ask us to do.  For it is what you, yourself, are doing.  Help us to enter into the Sabbath rest of Holy Saturday and wait patiently for Sunday to come.

Read: Luke 23:50-56

Reflect: The silence must’ve been deafening as they sat idly by.  Their world had stopped spinning; nothing could be done.  A forced solitude had taken hold of them, meant to accomplish eternal purposes.  Space needed to be made; space to reflect, space to grieve, and space to hope.  That’s what this day is all about.

There is a certain powerlessness to Holy Saturday that is really good for us.  We can’t produce, manufacture, or control resurrection; we can’t hasten it or hurry it along.  All we can do is wait.

Ask God to help you to stop.  Ask him to help you stop doing and to start being.  Ask him to help you to stop talking and to start listening.  Ask him to help you to stop initiating and to start waiting.

Pray

Closing Prayer: O Lord, there is still some emptying that needs to be done.  Give us the patience, the courage, the strength, and the trust to make room for that to happen.  Help us to learn how to wait for you during this holy day of waiting and resting.  Sunday will come soon enough, but there is still something you want to do in us first.  Prepare our hearts, Lord Jesus, for your resurrection.

Friday, March 22, 2024

i am weak

Opening Prayer: Lord Jesus, forgive me when I live as if your grace alone is not sufficient for me.  Forgive me when I try to get from others what only you can give.  Forgive me when I act like I’m strong when I’m really weak.  Forgive me when I act like I’ve got it all together when I’m really just a mess inside.  Help me to embrace my weaknesses rather than hiding them, for only then will I see your power and experience the sufficiency of your grace. 

Scripture: 2 Corinthians 12:7-10

Journal: Is God’s grace alone enough for you?  Is it really?  Then why do you try and hide your weaknesses instead of embracing them?

Reflection:

i am weak

if God’s power
is best displayed
in weakness
then why do we
go to such lengths
to hide ours
from each other

doesn’t that keep
us from being able 
to see him work

Pray

Closing Prayer: Lord Jesus, give me the strength and the courage and the grace to live as if your grace was sufficient for me.